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Story 29
The
Net of Love
The boy returned home with
his heart happily beating. He was tired, since he covered half of Budapest.
He’s been anticipating this moment for more than 6 months when his savings
will pay for his internet connection and the world will open before him.
The often heard, almost slogan came into his mind: “The information
superhighway will become the most heavily traveled road of the next century.”
What he felt was not quite
happiness, but an emotion far more unique and noble played around his throat.
He was proud to have broken out of the gray circle of dusty commonality.
With the help of his computer he can even soar to places that have never
before appeared on his mind’s horizon.
Ten p.m. The adventure
is about to begin. He typed in his nick and passwords and in that
instant it felt as though the sparks of his soul had just landed
on the stage of night. He was ecstatic when he typed in the first address
and the www page actually crackled onto his monitor. “This is fantastic.
From now on I can be on the net as long as I want and never be bored.
There are millions of pages waiting to be discovered!”
That is exactly how it was,
at least for the first month or two. Then he felt that he needed
something else. The holes he felt in his soul were not patched by
the adventures. He was about to lay aside the magic net when he discovered
something. Someone, from among those who were up to now, in the background
shadows for our hero simply said: chat.
The fabric that had meant
the world had once again became fully charged with excitement. It
was true, he never experienced this before.He could talk with people ‘live’,
who as himself, sat hunched over a plastic box filled with microchips
and typed their questions and answers into tiny windows.
Time, once again, as a heartless
thief had taken the fire from his eyes….that is, until suddenly a small
blue square flashed. It was a girl who asked for help, and kindness over-flown
from her words. It did not take much for the boy’s soul to comprehend perfect
harmony. In this impersonal, yet in some ways far more personal world,
two souls have touched.
The mirage of unlimited freedom
had buckled his heart, into which an unexpected thought moved in:
LOVE. He felt love toward someone he met only a few days before, and with
whom he was able to exchange merely a few words, even those over a monitor.
Someone he’s never seen.
The keyboard revealed virtually nothing, yet the girl, that sweet
butterfly, gave away part of her unblemished soul with every stroke of
a key to that other heart who, with increasingly concentrated purpose
whispered between bit-per-second that word which for humanity became
overused, schematic, yet at the same time still represents the paradise
of dreams.
Why should we always organize
through the cool etiquette of reality? Why does the power appear silly
that combined beauty with beast, and the soul with the soulful? Could it
be that two people, two such individuals who perhaps never would have met
had they not been caught in the elements of modern life, could it be that
they are in love with each other?
A mere few hours of in-depth
conversation, but the human emotion does not recognize the lifeless combination
of time and distance. Emotions refuse to allow themselves to be pressed
into the mold of the everyday routine, they don’t give in to the flooding
emptiness and forceful attack of lifelessness. Treatherous waters for sure,
never knowing who and when will show their real face or when they will
hide behind a pleasant mask. But the girl was herself. The boy felt, he
knew that his net-shine can not be false, can’t be fake. They met every
night spending all possible time together.
This feeling was not present
elsewhere: the boy was surrounded by his internet friends, and there was
the Girl but still, his soul was afraid. The echo of emptiness, the cold
buzz of evil always woke him from his sweetest dreams, fragmenting
peaceful moments.These two souls still found each other. Found each other
in the fabric of a world-wide net and in such a fashion that would never
have been possible in the real world.
The same monitor that used
to be seen as the surface for boring characters of a text, at this moment
came to represent Life. Real Life. The few currents of electricity,
the micrometer’s worth of magic that was constructed by thoughtful, expert
hands and the hundreds of ilometers of telephone cable, like some
kind of a vein as a warm life supplying vein in the body, tied to each
other the boy and the girl, on that stormy, and netted night.
Based on his own experiences
written by Thomas L. |